Choose

Sometimes you wonder when it will get easier.
When the problems will become less
When you’ll be finally reaching nirvana.
You cry, you hurt, you wonder.
You wonder when that final moment will come.
Then it comes, you get that thing you’ve been wanting
You get the relationship. You get that higher paying job.
But then a new problem occurs. You have troubles in both.
You’ve trouble with family.

You cry, you feel the turmoil.

You realize, God DAMN IT, the problems never end.
As long as you take a breath, there will be a problem.
You see you were born into a world full of problems.

It’s the never ending cycle of life.
So, how do you get through it?
Do you run away from the pain?
NO. You co-exist with happiness and sadness.
All one continum, and in ALL other moments you actively choose.

Choose what?

You choose. You choose your happy.
Happiness doesn’t just come to you.
You got to choose it it.
You got to meditate on that breath.

You got to THINK happy.

You got to find the rainbow in the rain.
When you hit your lowest point, and when you are drained, you got to choose your happy.

Put a shield around the flight and fight in your mind of negativity.

Find the happy. That’s the only way to do it.